don't wake the monster.

i was speaking to one of my friends yesterday and he said that i surprised him a long time ago when i was with him and i said that he had a big.. while he was telling me this, he was like, "you were this nice girl that i just helped in summit and you're talking about how you knew i had a big.." i read when he said that and i thought, "haha this sounds a little demanding but i wouldn't put it past me to say something like this.." so needless to say- i didn't doubt that i said that. it surprises me when i look back at things i've done and it's so crazy but i don't doubt it. i must have this calm composure that surprises people.. it's funny because things seem so crazy but i can't NOT imagine myself doing certain things i've been told i did. i don't seem like the kind of person to say/do half the shit i do.. it surprises me also when i think about it. kinda like "you woke the monster.. WATCH OUT." kinda thing because it's so unpredictable.